Today is the First day of the rest of your life...

Hello ...
I do not know if it's day, evening or morning, but ... another day has passed.
No, it is no tragedy, as you should not regret a breath of air you left out at your nostrils. It's part of it...
I knew of my strange relationship with death and loss. I, who long for the gain and improvement, as all human beings in this world. Death is thus the end of something that although not very good, it is the possible we can have and much better than nothing.
The "strange case of Benjamin Button" had the privilege of waking up sleepy feelings. Like the other films that pulled me out of the chair and carry me to another dimension of reality desired by those lights and sounds articulated. So, I smelled death again in the distance. I felt the reports of those two persons separated by the unbalanced flow of time. Very nice, very strong as death.
I cried. Had to cry. Looking at that end early in the life of Benjamin, we see the cycle that we experience. Everything begins and ends.
32 years ... 32 years is being young .. Yeah. 25 was younger. But 25 years have not encompassed the clarity that the steps and misfortune brought me to know that despite all the curves of the road, the goal is always the same.
The reality is not changeable like in the movies. Pity. Because not everyone can get what they want, reality givse each one nothing more than what we can have. Live it then. "The clock is ticking." Time did not stopped for Cazuza,it will not stop for anyone. It will just stop the consciousness we have of it.
If there was nono time and death, wich other phenomena would make us want to create so much ... hoping to leave something for posterity? Paintings, poems, buildings, travel, movies, children, fashions, songs ...
It is the mortality that makes us weak and powerful.
It was death that "forced" me to write.
Kisses and hugs, fellowcitizens ...